Started my Saturday by having my BRUNCH at khatib teh tarik with mom since i had to do to the docs. ALHAMDULILLAH everything i want, i get it so far cause i really dont ask for much unless for my needs but really. And i am thankful i have two amazing and responsible people in my life , mom and dad. So my days have been hectic for the past few days. On the bright side, i finally get over with maths quiz and one more week to my two weeks holidays. the two weeks holiday is actually a study break but i guess most of us use that two weeks holidays to like really go for a holiday and im one of them, just cant wait to set foot on tt beautiful island.

And im home now and i have approximately half an hour to start getting ready for work hahais but oh well, im not working tomorrow cause i have training for tomorrow morning and im running errands as well after tt with nur.

What i've been busy for the past few days :

1) Biomedical modelling

And i havent been really really paying attention and my first test next thurs and i think i will flunk it(duh) she want 3 shapes to be completed within 1.5 hours and i freaking took 2h for 1 shape zzz.

 2) Maths

 - Had the second maths quiz last week and i was a blur sotong. engineering maths just.........urgh.

And surprise, i got myself new highlights for myself will probably stay with this hairstyle for the next 3 weeks tsk till im done with my holidays. After school, had lunch with someone at yishun and i dont wish to say anything haha and then met nur at town and did a little shopping and this was really unplanned but i did my highlights for 35 sing dollars at lucky plaza and i didnt trust the hairdresser at first cause i was afraid he cincai bocai then the colour doesnt come out cause the ones who do it are actually pinoys but i think he did a really good job with my hair but turn out the colour so light hahahahaha 

still feeling shitty yes shitty i think you are playing with my feelings yes you are playing with my feelings should i avoid you when we are so close now ?

So deadly tired and i just friggin got up from my bed, ended work at 2 in the morning and i was being so fickled  minded whether i should go home or sleepover at my workplace and i finally made up my mind to stayover and was awake at 8. woke up shivering  and took the shuttle bus directly to my home hehe, so nice kan of the makcik and the moment i got home i just fell flat on the bed. And i've work later at 5........................and tomorrow is a school day and i have tons of things to do. I think i've been literally wasting my time, alot of time when i know that i have so little time to complete certain tasks.

i think really too much of small things but i think less of the big things happening in my life, hahaha. sometimes i wonder why i bother thinking of the small stuffs , i have ego issues and that may or may not be a problem to some matters. urgh . nothing is really clear on about what's really happening now. NOTHING IS CLEAR. like what i mean is, the situations im facing now, im not sure why and how and im not sure about everything. my mind is just too mess up thank you very much.

The First Few Pictures I took with My Iphone, Haha like finally right i change my phone after 2 months.

Thank you mum and dad luv you both so much. It's like finally friday and too many stuffs happen in a week. Hahaha i dont even know where to start but overall, this week have really been a good week.

 Some miracle finally happened to me when my eye candy that i've been eyeing since the first few weeks i started school finally noticed me and talked to me and i was happy about it. i mean like, things like this happen in 1 to out of 1000 people. you like someone and you never talk to him before but you observe him and suddenly one day , he talks to you hahahahha okay.Maybe it's a good thing and maybe it's also a bad thing also urgh so fuck up cause when we start knowing each other, it will be like, there's be hopes and i dont want to hope anything if possible. cause hope will lead to expectations and expectations and expectations will lead to disappointments

so today celebrated nur's belated birthday at shami banana delights. hahahahaha funny, travelled all the way to sembawang for it and we decided to head back to school to do our stuffs and then played poker cards with the 2 girls and nur's friend and got my mind fucked by some magic hahaha oh wells. i guess im doing fine with my studies except for EPC too fuck up hahahaha. too many numbers in the notes and im like whaaat.

i really hope some miracle will happen to me hais. i cant read guys at all and i hate the fact that i suck in it. alright maybe yes maybe no urghhhh

some things, i really hope will stay eventho i feel like sometimes it's slightly impossible. i miss so many people i swear to god and one of the group , secondary school friends and the next group are the ppl i used to be close to at work whereby some of them rarely work there or no longer work there. and i dare to say i miss afifah too havent had that time to even meet her up for her birthday celebration. i miss long hours of storytelling session, long hours of just sitting down and just pouring out all my feelings to someone and just telling someone and complaining to him/her ya allah ya tuhanku.

anyway , weekend passed by so fast and i did work last saturday , missed the people there and too bad i didnt work on sunday because i wanted to study physics and the most fuck up thing today, i did physics test and i think i fucked up everything so might as well i dont study so hard ytd and just go to work la kan. have the best damn feeling im gg to flunk it oh wellsz. and argued with bestfriend hahahahhaha and i just found out it's a stupid misunderstanding. my bad for assuming la kan. anyway it's over so no point talking about this. high chances of getting my new phone tomorrow. yay me :) im so glad when i came to work on saturday which really made my day thanks to some ppl. goodnight.

 ok hi everyone. TGIF HEHE. okay i think i might be too late for tt cause friday is almost ending since 12am coming in 10 minutes hehe. so out of 5 school days, i only managed to come to school officially for 2 days. Didnt attend any lectures this week at all and as a result, i was just too clueless to be true. my official school days for this week was only thurday and friday but i did attend school on tuesday and wednesday for communications class since i already made preparations  for my communication skills and i wanted to get my presentation done and over it so i just attend la. and besides, being sick make me miss my friends , sadly hahaha. and weds , Q and me didnt attend school. we were both sick but we attend com skills make up class which is so pathetic. And spend the rest of the time of the com class with the boys from my class studying in e library or upcoming physics test. hahahaha didnt know the boys in my class are so cute cause they were literally studying at first until something distracted all of them frm e internet and thx to luqman im almost done with my biomedical modelling homework. 3d modelling just sucks )':

i have really nice friends and classmates and im enjoying single second of my life haha. I miss work Been 2 weeks  since i step my foot to tt place hehe and im working tomorrow morning oh wells whats new. i miss work but im complaining hahhahaha ironically. because school and work just sucks hahahahahha. but the reason only i enjoy work cause of ppl thr and my pay ahahahah what else. i still havent watch avengers because im a loser ):

i hate my phone cause my phone is apparently making life difficult for me. temporary phone, can i get my phone soon please pretty please.

i have physics test this monday and im not even confident. god bless me this monday for my test haha

getting fatter and fatter each day.

hopefully some miracle will happen to me and something would atleast change soon. Today, i face some awkward situations that i have to ignore in purpose and even questions yg tak boleh terjawab. someone asked me out for avengers(i know im late bitches) but since im busygirl, maybe i can never find any time for myself and someone else melainkan kawan je hehehehhe